woah, its been one month and 14 days since i updated here, nth much in life that makes it colourful for me to update, well no one reads afterall. its juz a space where i say my thoughts then..hur..
lotsa things happened lately, my heart broke, my brain went sot..
exams for the past few days, i broke down. POM was alright, mktg drained out my brain cells, F&B i cudnt remember, so i screwed it, econs was worst, everyth was screwed today. i cried in sch while studying econs.
it tiring both physically and mentally, i dun remember slping for the past week, i was mentally exhausted. my mind was in a blank for econs, i cudnt do, F&B, i juz pratically screwed and did everyth wrong. there goes my A..
i pin high hopes on F&B, i wan an A, i duwan past efforts to go down the drain, high A somemore, haiz, its tiring. i shldnt skip classes and study last min, i promise to be good nxt year.
and ahzi too, seems tt we always get into damn shits together. i hope she's alright, time heals wounds and everyth will be alright as time passes. watch the news, she looks damn damn hagged and tired, still gotta be nice in front of tv, damn heartbroken. we werent there for her whn she needs support, but i'm sure she knows we're always here for her.
we juz wanna be there for her, let her know we're there, cos i know how helpless it can be when u need someone to be there, but there isnt any. i duwan her to be the same as me.. haha but well, not to say tt we're very impt and she needs us, but aiyo.. she did say we're impt larh..hahahhhaha
okays, i'm on the verge of breaking down too, i need sleep.. haha may ahzi and me be well!!! may her be more well than me..
